Archive for October, 2010

hese are random thoughts that had occured to me at different times… and i am mixing them up in a single blog thats why its called mixed emotions and not mixed emotion in its usual sense 🙂 😦 😛 😀 😐

#…… who is the one i love??????

that one for whom i can give up my fantasies and dreams,… and become my fantasy and dream instead… !!!

#……. i want a lot, i demand a lot………. i think too much, i seek too much….. that i think only for myself, that i am self obsessed…….. this is what they told me but none of them knew that all i wanted was just a reason to smile, i wanst even expecting a laugh…

#…… if one wants to be honest or in other words straightforward, one can…but one cant expect people to not get offended.. and one shouldnt feel bad when people get offended… bcoz when one decides to be honest , at that particular time one has given the right to others to feel as they like.. otherwise its just hipocrisy!!…

#… went dipping again in the lake….. just wanted to get drenched and then walk out of it, to dry myself from every single drop…..

#…whatever the consequences may be……….. i simply cant resist the impulse and the feelings… so i let myself go on….. just to be assured of the beauty…. once again…. and afterwards… i am just floating but trust me i wont drown…

#…..smthng happnd N sudnly evrythn lookd so beautiful. D eyes were ovrwhelmd N hence dey ovrflowd. Imaginations ran wild N tryn 2 chase it, D naughty heart raced meanwhile it skipd a couple of beats. And as i fell ‘thud’ in d ground owing 2 d pang of the skipd beats, i remmbr i was smilin. N den i closed my eyes 2 sink in2… it bt D ground ws solid so d bone broke, i broke N so did my neck bt for d ground, i saw no scratch

#… as much reasoning and credibility outlaws the phenomenon….. the essence is as intoxicating and genuine…

#…… anticipations are high but also i feel like a stone unlikely to budge even if disappointment hits…… also there are other events that the endeavour encompasses …. so….. if not that then the other one perhaps.. ….

#…. i wasnt aware… it was happening around me as well as inside me… but i was not aware… but i have changed…. i cant even remember who i was, coz the thought that is there in my mind, right now, only talks of me, thats is now… the past have just like faded into the blurry part of me…

#…the situations are such that i should cry…. but i just am not…. i am afraid…. am i suffering from hyperoptimism????…. 😦 😐
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#… time took a turn and evrything changed…. but the feelings still haunts me… they kept on asking, whether they should vanish into darkness or still lurk around… and i dont have an answer other than silence…. though i didnt fell when the ground shaked, the echo from the void inside is hitting me hard…

#…CITIES,… LUXURIES,… TECHNOLOGY,… ACADEMICS,.. IMPOSITION,… EXTORTION,… GOVERNMENT,… SLAVERY,… INTRUSION,.. SEPERATION…. look at it… its all a mess out there…. i said i dont want to be a part of it … then , they called me LAZY…

#…may be i dont say THANKS often, but i surely smile to the person i am thankfull of….. may be i am not the FIRST PERSON to come and CONSOLE , but my tears will always be punctual..

#…… i wish.. i wish … i wish…. that the scholarship never stop coming,… the exam keep getting postponed.. and i never grow old… 😛 :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

#……. the more i think, the more hypocritical i become…. and i wonder why i ever argue abt certain things coz they just make it more obvious that I AM THE BiGGEST HYPOCRITE IN THE WORLD…. silly me!!…

Posted: October 6, 2010 in Uncategorized

if one wants to be honest or in other words straightforward, one can…

but one cant expect people to not get offended..

and one shouldnt feel bad when people get offended…

bcoz when one decides to be honest or straighforward, at that particular time one has given the right to others to feel as they like..

otherwise its just hipocrisy!!…